Psychic Doom Child

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January 6, 2007

Lady coughed up blood. J-dawg won a flying machine to go to the moon. Lady, J-dawg and I went to the moon. It was brown and not easy on the eyes. We talked about all the gross things going on…bubbling goo, frothing brown stuff. Lady ended up throwing up blood on the moon. I had to get back and take her to the vet. We can go to the moon whenever we want. I called my vet where I work and pretended not to be me for some reason.

There was a blue hospital in the shadows. When people were examined inside, there was a lot of sunshine, but no peripheral vision.

The whole thing was like a spiritual smell. So I kept fighting them and then I went up to this place that was wooden and everything was dark wood except for this pulpit that was honey-colored wood.

Because I could freeze their emotions, everything was red and she was burning her arm with a candle. She was holding a candle under her arm and burning it.

Big white house there came all of these floating priests

I chose one in red and gold vestments

he came and he opened my brain, spiritually. The priest bit into my brain.

I’ll tell you something really weird. After that happened to me, I kept thinking that everything I ate, that some of them were fetuses. That had been chopped up and flavored and made to look like Chicken-McNuggets or something. And so I wouldn’t eat anything for a few days because I was so afraid.

There were these trees enclosing everythin, bouncing off the corners, encasing everythin with their branches, but they had no leaves. There were sculptures with limbs missing and it was really weird, and there was a mannequin guarding the way and I had to twist its finge, and I realized it was like these candles I used to have, their knees...

I thought oh my god, they’ve drugged me. these children have drugged me

I think they’ve put a tiny cellphone in my brain and I’m receiving a lot of information. I know it’s really not the 80’s, that everybody’s just dressed up that way.

March 18

Night being a black cadillac, Matt G. is the driver. Six Flags is in ruins. the apocalypse is at hand. A billowy white oblivion expanding over the landscape. A black homeless man insists, needs, that i accept his gift of a switchblade knife. Muted rust colors underground in old Terminal train stations. Terminal times blossoming like phantom wild fire.

For a period of about a year i was plagued by wrestling with the animal and prying the jaws of the animal open/closed. Here is a list of animals that have tried to kill me:

alligators (several times)
hippopotomi
lions
brown bears
panda bears (in russia)
rottweilers
wolves
spiders
snakes (many)
scorpions
killer whales
cougar

season 1:
all elements of the island are miniatured, including waves and grains of sand. the waves are an inch tall and mountains are capped in ice, about 6 feet tall, hills with vegetation in the distance, only the vegetation is regular sized. i'm on the miniature beach with the others, which is vast, powder sand, alll the technology is being grounded.
the train which we are using to get off the island is embedded in the beach.
someone brought an exploding harpoon. we are pretending we have a gun, the guy with the exploding harpoon is going to threaten to make us work for him.
we are all running from death.

season 2:
we meet 6 other people also stranded on the island, they also have an emedded train. but they are much more effective, have more agency, and are moving their train with ropes and a walking device, they are moving it out of the sand and into the water. meanwhile the one with the exploding harpoon is lost in the tunnel system underneath the mountains. we don't have much time. im spending most my time doing cinematography tricks with the camera, cause i get it this season. the complexity of emotional conflict within the groups is beyond my understanding.

season 3:
the guy with the exploding harpoon comes back. i have fashioned a fake gun and am standing in the water doing really cool fly-overs of the miniature landscape with my camera. he wants me to stop and get back to work but he doesn't know that the exploding harpoon isn't loaded because i shot it earlier to impress the others with our technology. the beach is covered with steel embankments. i can't stop looking at the little ice covered hills.

Phoenix Exodus

"If I don't want to be hit by the train, i have to get off the track and let the train go by. The sun shines on my self. I don't have to do it. I don't have to do anything about it. Insatiable. If I don't want to be hit by the train, i have to get off the track and let the train go by. The sun shines on my self. I don't have to do it. I don't have to do anything about it. Insatiable. If I don't want to be hit by the train, i have to get off the track and let the train go by. The sun shines on my self. I don't have to do it. I don't have to do anything about it. Insatiable. If I don't want to be hit by the train, i have to get off the track and let the train go by. The sun shines on my self. I don't have to do it. I don't have to do anything about it. Insatiable. If I don't want to be hit by the train, i have to get off the track and let the train go by. The sun shines on my self. I don't have to do it. I don't have to do anything about it. Insatiable. If I don't want to be hit by the train, i have to get off the track and let the train go by. The sun shines on my self. I don't have to do it. I don't have to do anything about it. Insatiable. If I don't want to be hit by the train, i have to get off the track and let the train go by. The sun shines on my self. I don't have to do it. I don't have to do anything about it. Insatiable. If I don't want to be hit by the train, i have to get off the track and let the train go by. The sun shines on my self. I don't have to do it. I don't have to do anything about it. Insatiable. If I don't want to be hit by the train, i have to get off the track and let the train go by. The sun shines on my self. I don't have to do it. I don't have to do anything about it. Insatiable...."

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I was watching a skeleton swim through a water amusement park. It was inside a giant.

Daniel is driving from prison. He is strapped in the car.

– A small child is chained to the floor in the middle of a floor in an abandoned house. It is a girl. I get the sense she is evil. I release her. And take her with me.

– I’m skeptical about letting her go.

– The girl was so small. Tiny. Movement was choppy.

– A class. I am learning about being a good person.

– Shopping Mall. Just some of the background.

Picked up a hurricane with my hands and put it in a room to contain it.

A man was mad at me for picking the storm up.

I walked through a TV in a classroom and it felt like it recharged me.

When I passed through objects I did it slowly and with my hands first. Everything was so clear.

I said regenerate and looked at my hands for energy and thought about spinning my chakras.

In Grandmother’s old neighborhood. On roof of house. I decided to travel to a tunnel and said out loud, “Take me to a tunnel.” The moon in the day-sky began to revolve around the sky. I found this strange.

In mirror it’s a smoky realm with not much to look at.

Excited I stick my head through. I pull my head out and see the same surroundings. Fuck it, I go all the way through. I think I end up in Dan’s garage, but my lucidity is gone now. I do a handstand but my arms are too weak. Back out through the door. I’m in a neighborhood of apartments. Lots of kids are running around. Young kids with eyebrow piecings. A narrator’s voice says “This is Ohio and this is the place to be, not Virginia Tech. Everyone here has been to places like Australia and Paris.”

Riding logs through river system with cigarettes at the end, beheading strange humans and burying a loved one underground with a shotgun.